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Wednesday, July 27, 2011

The SU interview: Extras!! :)

I suddenly recalled this thought-provoking poem that I have seen before. It fills me immensely ,with deep thoughts after the SU interview. Enjoy!!

To see a world in a grain of sand
And a heaven in a wild flower
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand
And eternity in an hour.

It is from Auguries of Innocence written by William Blake.

Blake is never the easiest of poets to understand at the best of times, because he is the first by far who can justifiably lay claim to the title of symbolist poet, and as such is open to personal interpretation.

The concept of microcosm says that one can find vast truths in the smallest of things. The tiniest part of something does apparently indeed represent the entire construct. It is is an ancient Greek schema of seeing the same patterns reproduced in all levels of the cosmos, from the largest scale (macrocosm or universe-level) all the way down to the smallest scale.

The microcosm concept was utilized by a number of great thinkers ranging from the 5th-century BC Greek philosopher Democritus to the 17th-century German philosopher Gottfried Wilhelm Leibniz.

The aphorism "As above, so below; as below, so above" was also interpreted by philosophers to give the same meaning.

The SU interview: Part 2

I was both elated and relieved, for if I have never went for this interview, me stepping off to the wrong path, the terrible, terrible move, would have not been corrected and worst still, I would have become a worser person in character!!! After walking with Joel and talking about the interview, it was time to bid goodbye at Block A, and off we went. A few minutes later, at the bus stop, Galvin suddenly messaged me, to inform me to go for a second (first phase) interview tomorrow starting from 5pm to 10pm!!! I replied that I will be going and that was it as I proceeded to do what I have to for the night.

The next day, after school, after analyzing the hateful computer programming project and bidding goodbye to Michelle at the bus terminal, it was time for the interview!! I was extremely grateful for this chance I was given, for my wrong way of thinking was this: I have basically forgotten all that I was once taught, that what I achieved today was not only because of my own effort all along; it was because of all my sirs and seniors that passed me their skills and knowledge that I could become a medic in the first place, as the medic OIC that is leading the medic department with 2 squadmates under me. And it was for all my friends' support, like Joel, Michelle, Zuo Yu,  Varrick, Benedict, Jun Hao, Nicholas, Yee Tat and a lot more friends left yet unnamed  that I got through the trials and tribulations in my life up till now. I have forgotten what price I have paid in order to become a cadet leader and sir of my own rights, why I have to do what I have to for the newer generations of cadet leaders back in my secondary school, and why was I taught in a particular way.

I was continuously reflecting on my own actions, and recalled what my sir said about those big-headed people. You will go fast but you will never go far. What a phrase!! How true this is!! Without the support of your friends and family by your side, you can never go far!! Till it was finally my turn, the people that interviewed me the night before was changed, to a Jerome, Wahid, Teck Gim and Alvin. I had but to repeat what that I said last night, and it did not go too well, I guess, for I was bristling to show Galvin all that I have reflected and was reminded of, all thanks to him. The interview ended more quickly, for the questions asked were almost similar to those that were asked before, just that lesser questions were asked.

I took my things and left, and saw Galvin was there taking a break after handling the guy before me, for he have been at this since yesterday, and today yet again. I was hesitant to approach him, but however, at the same time, I just could not get this out of my mind!! By this time, I have already reached Block Q and is just a few steps missing to getting to the bus stop. Finally, I decided that I can no longer stand it!! I must speak to Galvin and get this burden off once and for all!! Hence, I turned back and walked all the way back to Block E Level 3!!!!

As I climbed up the stairs, he saw me and stopped chatting to Lee Keng, one of the VPs of SU other than Clarence and himself and some other people. He must have been having this on his mind too, for he walked towards me as well and there, I let loose all that was readied and kept within my mind for the past 24 hours. To my surprise, he apologized for using his extremely strict tone, which I kind of feel comfortable in after my 4 years in NPCC!! I thanked him quite profusely too after that, for also waking me up from whatever muddled state I have been these years. 

I have been in the leadership position for too long, and never did step down from this point on, thus leading to me becoming a big-headed person. 所谓,当局者迷,旁观者清。As I have a bit for a bad habit to boast, the friends I have that care about me will lwt me boast all I want, without questioning me. However, it will be this action that made them to be in no position to know that I have become big-headed and therefore, is bad for me. And as I am no longer a part of NPCC, neither will my sirs notice this in me. This was the reason that I am so grateful to Galvin and the questions he asked, for being reminded once again of what I learned would certainly put me back in the right path and set me on the way to become a better person in life!! Therefore this, is the SU interview that was deemed awesome to me, and I will probably not forget this for a long, long time. The blog ends here now, for my sharing is now over till the next time.

The SU interview: Part 1

Woah!!!

This was the one word that ran through my mind right after the 1st phase one interview. Why is that so? Well, basically it is because of the mind-blowing questions given by one out of the three person interviewing me, Galvin. The other two that were there to witness the awesome interview were Clarence and Teck Kim, ex-co members and great person of their own rights.

Here, I will be recounting my experience under the Students' Union Junior Committee interview, where I will then describe in more detail why this was an awesome interview and why it just blew my mind. (In case you were wondering, it was a different type of mind-blowing, not the type brought about by stress but by extreme respect and awe)

In the beginning, I was feeling at extreme ease when this mentioning of a Junior Committee came as I have discussed this with my best friend and great squadmate from my secondary school, Varrick. His brother, Vianney, is well respected as a Sec 2 OIC from NPCC, and now that he came to know and join Students' Union, he is quite well known and much respected still, for he is a great guy and proceeded to live up to the name he had built with his great passion excellent skills. He actually became the Head for two departments within SU itself, and thus, from him, my friend knew of a department known as Operations, which basically encompass of planning and executing the planned events. It is a job scope very similar to what we, in uniformed groups do, and therefore as we still maintained an interest in doing such things, this Operations department appealed very much to us indeed.

Though introductions about the various roles and departments in SU were made in the first General Meeting and the second General Meeting, it was not enough for me as I feel that the information provided was much too less for me to know what exactly is that I should do as thus, affected my decision to joining SU Junior Committee to sign up for it straight away. 

One of my best friend of my class, Joel, was interested in this to some extent, but would only attempt it should I decide to join in for the interview. Having discussed this matter for quite some time, I finally made up my mind to join in the interview and thus, so did Joel. On the 26th of July, we stayed back together with some friends and proceeded with the queuing for the interview. For the questions that I expected to be asked, which turned out to come true, I readied a sort of a speech about myself and what I knew to do from my days in NPCC. It goes something like this:

I have been undertaking leadership roles since secondary school, as a cadet leader under NPCC. I was a medic and also the Head of the medic department back in my secondary school and I am able to identify any possible casualties, as well as pre-empting the things that might happen unexpectedly in any events. I am also quite familiar with how things are supposed to be run and executed as all the various event plannings back in NPCC were required to be passed through me to let me start pre=empting the possible dangers and injuries that might happen, as well as to properly allocate my manpower.

Coming back to the interview, we waited for approximately an hour plus or so, and had been talking within the waiting area. Through this, I learned that the previous batch that finished the interview before we came left mainly with black faces, and that this Galvin guy is a much respected and fierce senior, which people were scared of. I did not felt much bothered by this news as I have been facing my share of such people in NPCC, my sirs and seniors. We continued to talk and finally, my turn came.

Obviously, i am not some godlike person that does not feel nervous in face of such matter of importance, and though I may have butterflies fluttering in my stomach, I willed myself to digest away all these irritating butterflies and just convert them into some crap in the toilet bowl, and yeah, time to give an introduction of myself to them!!!

They introduced themselves to me, with Galvin starting first, then Clarence and finally, Teck Kim. I was sort of ready for them as it is obvious that the 'Angel and Devil' system, which is also put to good use in NPCC, were being utilised by them, with Galvin being the Devil, the one that is the strictest, scariest, and tells you the bad news in your face directly, and Clarence and Teck Kim being the Angels, the ones that are smiling the whole time and lessens the impact of every heavy and harsh words spoken by the Devil. 

If my memory does not fails me, which it has a tendency to do so, I was asked if I know what I was doing there. I just replied that I am here now as I wanted to be part of the Junior Committee. Then, I was told to give a three minutes introduction about myself. which consist of mainly what I mentioned earlier, and i added on that I wanted to join as a Junior Committee member as I have been observing the leaders around me, and that i am tired of just standing by the sidelines anymore, that I want to now be the one that stands up to take lead. This being said, plus that I told them I believed that this Junior Committee is where I will be able to do so, despite the lack of such experience, for I will have a great many opportunities to do so.

Next, I was told to give a gauge of my confidence level, on a scale of 1 to 10, which I then graded myself as a confidence level 7, for I lack the experience to properly lead, I cannot speak to an entire big crowd of people effectively, and that.. well, I kind of blanked out and started to random blast out anything that I could think of, then which I started repeating my first point and realized it in a sudden and stopped bull-shitting around.

Luckily, they also figured out that I am having some difficulties expressing out the last point and moved on to the next question, which was about what was my strengths and weaknesses. Though mentioned, I replied that my strengths are that I know how to look out for possible casualties, pre-empt things that will most likely happen, how to plan, as to have an effective plan, you will need to have a regular plan and a wet weather plan, as well as to place buffer times between activities and to flexibly adjust the plan according to the attendance for the event, and that I know too, about how to go about executing a plan, and in the case that a leader is needed, I am able to step out and lead. Next, I proceeded to my weaknesses, that I have not actually the sufficient experience in the field itself, that I am not able to make myself to be heard in front of a very big crowd, and that about it before I blanked out once again.

Suddenly, Galvin said this to me 'I have a very bad impression of you, because you wanted to outshine all the others, but this is not the way we do things in SU. We work together as a family, and that holding on to a lower position doesn't mean that those holding on to the higher post are better than them.' Clarence added on to say 'We support each other in SU, because different people have different strengths, and we learn from each other, we teach each ote=her what we are good at, so we can all be equals as part of the SU family.' Galvin then proceeded to say 'I think you got your concepts wrong, but I can still give you a chance depending on how you will answer later.' I was dumbstruck on the spot, for I did not expect things to turn out this way, but however, this was no time to think about it.

They proceeded with the next question, with 'What is Paul?' which must be answered in 10 seconds. The first thing that ran through my mind was that I have been supporting other people all my life, and so, I replied straight away as "Support". Then, I was asked to tell them my favorite quote, which was to never leave anyone behind. This was because I always felt that that it is really damn bad to do so, for aren't they human as well? Aren't they a friend as well? I wouldn't leave anyone behind at all, for I will be feeling really bad about it, and not for anything in the world will I abandon anyone at all if I can help it.

Apparently, this turns out to be a turning point for me in the interview!! For the next thing Galvin said was 'What if, you were given another chance to go for the interview again? Not a second (phase) interview, but the first (phase) interview, again?' Straight away, as quick as greased lightning, I responded 'Yeah!! I would come again!!'. He gave me a paper to note down my name, contact number, and email, which i filled it up, and now, after thanking them, it's my turn to go and time for Joel!!

In the time I was waiting for Joel, I was immensely deep in thought, and as disappointed as I was, I actually walked out the door smiling, for my mistake in my thoughts were corrected in this rare opportunity, and as this was the very thing I, in my ignorance then, was warned time and time again to not commit. It was the heinous crime of being a big-headed person, which is essentially an arrogant person that believes he or she is able to accomplish everything alone without the help of others. (To be continued in Part 2)

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Creepy Encounter... AT HOME!! 2!!!

Things must be really going crazy. CRAZY!! For once more have I heard that very same song playing yet again, at the very same time I heard it being played the last time!! However, due to the coincidence, I reckon this to be the work of nothing of the supernatural category, for the song ended exactly for a while, and my neighbours suddenly took an interest in piano and top musics from the radio stations. Here, I truly hope that I'm not wrong, and that this mystery would be solved soon. IT MUST BE!! IT'S TRULY TORTUROUS TO REMAIN IN SUSPENSE WITHOUT ANY CLUES TO GET ON AND SOLVE THIS CASE OF A MYSTERIOUS SOUND!!

Monday, July 18, 2011

Creepy Encounter... AT HOME!!

Early today morning, I was awoken from sleep by some music I heard. At first, I thought it was just my phone's alarm ringing and so, I will have to go off that alarm. However, I was pretty sure that I never did even switch on the alarm in the first place!! So how is it that there is music at this point in time??

It could never have been that the music came from other places, for when I went to investigate the source of the music, it came from the cupboard where my father places his watch and stuffs. As I got closer, I realized that in no way it could ever be my alarm, for i used Party Rock Anthem and Shots by LMFAO as the alarm tones!! That two songs as mentioned, are the kind that will jolt you awake and get you hyped up in the morning, and yeah I'm enough with the crapping around so it's time to continue my story!

The music being played was 蔷蔷 by Ella of the S.H.E. band, and it was a song that I have added into my collection of nice music two or three years ago, and there was only three devices that could possibly contain this song in the house.

1) My old red phone that my brother is now forced to used, or he will be spamming the internet and games of the new phone,

2) My old MP3, where my songs from two, three years ago are roughly all stored, and

3) My laptop!! Where my proud collection of songs are gathered, summing up to a grand total of 6.56GB !!!!

And this is where it started to get creepy. The old red phone, being old, drains off super fast, and as of the time 5.11am, which I have seen in my phone while checking, is completely out of battery. My old MP3, being old as well, and long unused, has long been out of battery. And finally, it could have never been my laptop, for it is locked with my thumbprint, and I took out the battery the night before!! So, at 5.11am, none of these devices could have produced this music!!

Creepier still, if you happen to know the contents of this song, 蔷蔷, you would have known that it is about singing for a beloved deceased dog belonging to the Ella, I think, and about asking for protection from this 蔷蔷 from the doggy heavens in the heavenly realms above, God knows where. This matter has gotten too creepy for me to remain awake any longer, so wasting no time, I dived into the comforts of my bed and resumed my sleep in a hurry. I woke up in about two hours later, and quickly convinced myself yet again back to sleep!!

Three hours later, I could no longer do so, and thus, told this encounter to my brothers and my Mum, who told me not to anyhow say and scare people. However, I know this to be absolutely true, for I am able to recount out almost every single small details during the time I was searching for the source of the song, and things were as I left them in the morning.

And this thus concludes my creepy encounter early in the morning. Creepy, isn't it? This ought to get you thinking about the realms of the supernatural and unknown, about how little we know about it, and how helpless we actually are in the face of such matters. Till the next time, and I really hope it would not be anything like this anymore...

Jurong Lake 5KM Fun Run!

Early in the morning, my whole family woke up for one thing, our one goal this day, THE JURONG LAKE RUN!! Even though I wasn't so hyped up about it, because I do not like running much, I do not have much choice in this matter as my father had signed our whole family up for the run long ago. My 2 younger brothers were enthusiastic about it, even if I'm not, and so, I decided not to pour cold water on them.

We took a ride from a very nice Ah Huat Uncle, friend of my father, and a gruelling ride it is indeed, from Hougang all the way to Lakeside!! My brothers and I unfortunately suffer from some car sickness, and did not feel as well while we were travelling. It seems like donkey's years while we were writhing about within the van itself, and finally, IT STOPPED!! We reached out for sweet, sweet Mother Gaia, and that's it!! SAVED!! No more is the churning of our insides, and after a few moments of being back in touch with Gaia, we're back and ready for the run!!

The entire place was filled with thousands of competitors, from all over Singapore, with every last one of them itching to start running! The emcee was quite interesting,and after he introduced Minister Tharman Shanmugaratnam,  and that the Minister himself is going to run with us all, we were all instructed to do this-- 

1) Put your palms together!
2) Move your palms to the left!
3) Now move it to the right!
4) To the left once more!
5) And yet again, to the right!
6) Now to the centre of your face!
7) Move it up!
8) Move it down!
9) Up again!
10) Down again!!
11) Now, open up your palms, let it face each other at a 45 degrees angle!
12) Finally, raise it higher!!

And when the music started, it all made sense!! It was Shakira's Waka Waka!! And finally, it started!! However, my mum was nowhere to be seen, and we had only to start running without her. Things were going well for the first 2KM, but that was when my youngest brother couldn't take it any longer. After all, he's only 11 this year. Bad is, I wanted to try compete with my second brother, but he took off the minute the race started, and I could never leave my youngest brother alone!! My mum was nowhere to be seen, and even if my parents have said that we can just leave our youngest brother alone and go run, I just couldn't do that. I'M NEVER GOING TO LEAVE ANYONE BEHIND!!

And so, that's it. Instead of running/jogging the entire 5KM, it was just jog/walk the rest of the 3KM. I didn't feel good because after all, it took me the effort to get hyped up for my brothers!! Sure, we got free 100 Plus and stuffs, and the goal was just to exercise once in a while, but as sure as the sun's gonna show it's face on Gaia each day, I'm going to plan my things well, and still be able to not leave people behind when I can help it!!

That's it for this post then, thought it was posted late, but I conveyed what I wanted to, what that was suppressed within me while I was busy!! I'm off to bed now, and tomorrow morning, 9am, it's Mac-Donalds!! With my best friend Michelle and a hot and toasting (I hope....) Sausage McMuffin!!!

Markono Family Day

Ok, if anyone's wondering why there wasn't much post, I'm sorry!! I need things to happen or inspriation to be able to post so if you don't mind me, this post starts... NOW!!

Yesterday, when I thought I was told I'm going to be running in a 5KM run, I had to sleep early and end all my chats for the night. The next day, which is early this morning at around 7pm, I had little choice but to wake up, or suffer the wrath of my father. When I did, after all the morning routine and stuffs, my dad suddenly tell me to change to nice clothes and that we are going to Boon Lay for his Markono Family Day. I was like, huh? We aren't going to run? What did i wake up for?
However, it was getting late already, from all of the preparations and stuffs. So, my whole family set off for the MRT, to go all the way to where he works. A long journey it was, moving from one line to the other, and finally, we even took a cab to the company hidden deep within all the other companies!! When we arrived, we were met with a very warm welcome from my dad's colleagues and, the boss himself!! A lot of family members of the other colleagues had already arrived and are seated for the presentation.

Introductions about the company was made, about the new logo and what it stands for, and how their process of printing media company had evolved through the years. Talks about magenta, cyan, yellow and black ink used in the printing, and we were told that there will be a mini quiz on things they will show in the tour around. So, off we go!! From the offset team to the book binding team, we were lead through it all. It was quite interesting, and the printing machines were huge!! We got a chance to make a hard cover book ourselves and well, decorations made on it would be judged for a prize!
To the end of the tour, we came back to the presentation room, our books collected for the judging, and time for lunch!! In the meantime, with no time wasted, the mini quiz begins!! Some questions were hard, some were easy, but they made sure that everyone would get at least a prize to take home!! Overall, I understood more about my father's nature of work, how the things goes, and it's not too bad actually, but once we got home, I WAS DEAD BEAT!! And so, it resulted in this post to be so late, and there is just the photos to see for interest sake i guess.

Anyway, it's time for a farewell!! Till the next post!! Bye!!

Monday - Justin Ang, Vernon A. (Muttons On The Move) ft. Don Richmond, Sam & Robert

Monday
Written by: Muttons On The Move (Justin Ang, Vernon A.) & Don Richmond
Song by: Muttons On The Move (Justin Ang, Vernon A.), Don Richmond, Sam & Robert

Lyrics:

Let me talk to you 'bout Mondays, Mondays they really suck!
You party over the weekends, and it's hard to wake up!
The week has barely started, and you s*** outta luck!
Look out all around you, It's Monday! What the *bahh!*

[Verse 1]
Your car's caught in a jam!
Your e-mail kana spam?!
You wake up feeling old!
Your nice car kana towwed!
Your wallet kana stole!
My nose is stuck with gold!
Your food inside got fly!
...Your pet hamster, he died!

[Chorus]
Let me talk to you 'bout Mondays, Mondays they really suck!
You party over the weekends, and it's hard to wake up!
The week has barely started, and you s*** outta luck!
Look out all around you, It's Monday! What the *bahh!*

[Verse 2]
You wake up stomach pain!
Your phone drop in the drain!
The smell thats in te train!
The customers complain!
Ah bengs cannot go disco!
They cannot yo, ahyo!!


Monday Monday really sad,
Monday Monday feel so bad!
Monday Monday makes me mad,
Monday Monday why like that?

Monday Monday really sad,
Monday Monday feel so bad!
Monday Monday makes me mad,
Monday Monday why like that-that-that-that...

[Sam & Robert]
My sista says she sian!
So silly, stupid Sam!!

My tewevision spoil..
I lost my favouwite toy!...

[Verse 3]
Go school kana caned!
It's the day to blame!!

[Chorus]
Let me talk to you 'bout Mondays, Mondays they really suck!
You party over the weekends, and it's hard to wake up!
The week has barely started, and you s*** outta luck!
Look out all around you, It's Monday! What the *bahh!*

Monday Monday really sad,
Monday Monday feel so bad!
Monday Monday makes me mad,
Monday Monday why like that?

Monday Monday really sad,
Monday Monday feel so bad!
Monday Monday makes me mad,
Monday Monday why like that-that-that-that...

[Ending]
Mondays they really suck!
(Why like that-that-that...)
Mondays they really suck!
(Why like that-that-that...)
Mondays they really suck!
(Why like that-that-that...)
It's Monday! What the *bahh!*..

ENJOY!~